When I heard that the Carl’s Jr near me was closing, I was surprised by my anxiety reaction. I don’t eat there, but it has been a fixture in my neighborhood for as long as I have lived here.
Asking the Lord what was going on, l learned that when the familiar is disturbed I feel anxious because I am not in control. The unknown is anxiety provoking for me. My broken sin-nature wants to be in control. I need everything to stay stable so I feel safe.
I also learned that the remedy is to choose to believe that He knows what is going on. He is in control and I can trust that He is keeping me safe. I can’t keep myself safe from everything that I am powerless to control.
The Steps teach me that when I am emotionally not “sane” I can turn to him, asking that He take care of my will and life.
Then I can say goodbye to Carl’s Jr and remain in His Peace.
Choices….


